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Work and Faith: Holding Both

On the Book of Daniel 📖 Daniel 6 Work and Faith: Holding Both What Daniel’s work and his presence with God can teach us 7 min read I have been spending time in the book of Daniel, and a verse stopped me that I think most of us read past on our way to the lions. Daniel 6:4. “At this, the administrators and the satraps tried to find grounds for charges against Daniel in his conduct of government affairs, but they were unable to do so. They could find no corruption in him, because he was trustworthy and neither corrupt nor negligent.” — Daniel 6:4 (NIV) Trustworthy. Not corrupt. Not negligent. The first two land easily on Christian ears. We talk about trustworthiness all the time. We talk about integrity, about not being corrupt. Believers nod. Yes, of course. We are called to be trustworthy. We are called to be people of integrity who refuse to take what is not ours. But that third word is the one that has stayed with me. Not negligent. What does that even mean? When am I being negligent? When am I being faithful? Especially when the work in front of me is what some would call “secular,” and what I really want to be doing is sitting at the feet of Jesus. A Question I Cannot Cleanly Answer I want to tell you about a season I lived through, because the question of negligence is not as clean as it sounds. When I was a young adult, I was part of a wonderful group. We were all in roughly the same place in life. Most of us had just graduated from college or university, or were in the final stretch of our studies. Some of us were already in the position where we should have been looking for a job. Others were just about to start thinking about internships and what came next. Then a revival fire touched our group. Many of us started experiencing the Lord, His presence, His leading, in ways we never had before. It was real. It was beautiful. And all we wanted to do was stay in the presence of the Lord. We prayed at all times. We shared the gospel. We attended Bible studies. We stayed with the brothers and sisters as long as we could. The careers we had been studying for, or the jobs we should have been pursuing, began to feel small next to what God was doing in our hearts. Some of us dropped out of school. Others never really put in the effort to look for a job. Many felt called to full-time ministry, partly because full-time ministry felt like the only way to never have to leave the presence of God for something secular. It created a lot of tension with our families. They could not understand what we were doing or why. They saw years of education, money, and effort being left behind for what looked, from the outside, like nothing. Were we negligent? I cannot give you a clean answer. I have sat with that question for years, and I am not sure I will ever fully resolve it. I know God was real to us. I know He was doing something. I also know that, in hindsight, some choices made in that season had real consequences that took years to work through. What I can do is keep reading Daniel. And what I find when I keep reading Daniel is a young man who shows me that the question may not be as binary as I once thought it was. The Two Worked Together Daniel was consecrated. We saw that in chapter 1. He refused the king’s food, he sought God before he sought favor, he made his commitment to God known and held it publicly. There was no hiding what he was about. But Daniel was also not negligent in his work. He was a high official in a pagan empire. He had real responsibilities. Government affairs. Administration. Reports to the king. Decisions that affected the lives of others. And by chapter 6, his enemies were so desperate to find a way to bring him down that they searched his conduct of government affairs looking for anything. A misplaced document. A bribe. A late report. A sloppy decision. Anything. They found nothing. He was trustworthy. He was not corrupt. He was not negligent. The text is careful with us in verse 5. His enemies, having failed to find anything in his work, said to each other: “We will never find any basis for charges against this man Daniel unless it has something to do with the law of his God.” — Daniel 6:5 (NIV) Read that slowly. The only place they could find vulnerability was his consecration. Not his work. Not his diligence. His faith. I want to sit on this because I think we miss it. Daniel did not have to choose between being a man of God and being good at his job. He was both. And the two were not in competition. They protected each other. His diligence at work shielded him from earthly accusations. His consecration to God shielded him from the spiritual ones. When the lions came, they came because of his prayer life, not because he had been sloppy at the office. And when his prayer life made him a target, his record at work meant his enemies had to engineer an entirely new law just to trap him. That is a kind of integrity I want. This is what gives me peace. I can be diligent at my work and fully consecrated to God. I do not have to fear that one will cost me the other. I do not have to pick between sitting at His feet and showing up for the things He has given me to do. God knows what is coming. He prepares. He adjusts. He reorganizes the field around a faithful person so that His name is glorified through what they do. That does not give me a clean answer to the question I started with. I still do not know whether all the choices we made in that revival season were faithful or negligent. Some were probably both. Some were probably neither. But I know this. I no longer believe the question was either God or my work. I think the better question is whether the Daniel pattern is forming in me. Whether I am becoming someone consecrated enough to be in His presence and diligent enough to be trusted with what is in front of me. Because Daniel did not choose between the two. He held them together. And so can we. Scripture quotations from the Holy Bible, New International Version® (NIV).

What God Sees That Your Results Hide

📖 Ezekiel 38–39 What God Sees That Your Results Hide Success is not always the sign you think it is 6–8 min read I have been reading through Ezekiel, and when I reached chapters 38 and 39, I had to stop. Not because the text was confusing. But because it was uncomfortably familiar. The passage opens with a striking declaration from the Lord. He announces that He is against Gog, chief prince of Meshech and Tubal, of the land of Magog. You read those words and you brace yourself. God is against someone. Destruction must be coming. And then you keep reading. And what unfolds in the rest of chapter 38 does not look like destruction at all. It Looked Like a Blessing Gog gathers a vast army. He advances. He invades villages. He plunders and loots. He moves through the land with weapons, horses, and a great company of nations behind him. From the outside, this looks like victory. It looks like favor. It looks like someone who is clearly winning. And if you were watching from a distance, not knowing that God had declared He was against this man, you might conclude that Gog was blessed. Prospering. Chosen, even. This is where the text arrested me. God said He was against Gog at the beginning of the chapter. And yet the first thing that followed was Gog’s greatest season of apparent success. What Results Do Not Tell You We have been taught, often without realizing it, to read results as revelation. If things are going well, God must be pleased. If the business is growing, the platform is expanding, the influence is increasing, the doors are opening; it must mean we are on the right path. But Ezekiel 38 quietly challenges that assumption. Results can be real and still not be the whole story. Victories can be genuine and still not be evidence of alignment. A season of increase can unfold while God is already at work setting the terms of what comes next. The problem with Gog was not that he won. The problem was what the winning revealed about where he was headed. He was moving toward the mountains of Israel for his own gain. Not in submission to God. Not in service to others. He came to take, to conquer, to accumulate. And the success along the way did not change the direction he was moving. “Thus says the Lord God: Behold, I am against you, O Gog, chief prince of Meshech and Tubal.” — Ezekiel 38:3 (ESV) When Trophies Become Graves Chapter 39 is where the full picture comes into focus. The mountains of Israel, the place where Gog won his greatest victories, become the place of his burial. His army falls there. His weapons, the very tools of his conquest, are collected by the people of Israel and burned as fuel for seven years. What he used to advance his own agenda becomes the resource for others long after he is gone. There is something deeply sobering in that image. The places that marked your greatest wins can become the markers of your end, if those wins were never anchored to something greater than yourself. The trophies remain. But they testify against you. The weapons stay. But now they warm someone else’s home. The mountain is still there. But your name on it reads differently than you intended. The direction matters more than the distance you have traveled. How to Read the Season You Are In So how do you know? How do you tell the difference between a season that is the fruit of alignment with God and a season that is simply momentum moving in the wrong direction? It is not always easy. But here are the questions worth sitting with honestly. Whose agenda is being served? Gog was not moving toward the mountains of Israel to bless anyone. He was moving to take. When your growth, your success, your increase serves primarily yourself and your own ambition, it is worth pausing. God’s blessings are rarely contained. They tend to overflow. What does the fruit look like up close? From a distance, Gog looked powerful. But the people in the villages he raided did not experience his advancement as a blessing. Success that is genuinely from God tends to carry something good for the people around you, not just for you. Are you moving toward God or away from Him? This is the deepest question. Not whether things are going well. But whether the direction of your life, your choices, your values, your daily decisions, is toward Him or away from Him. Results can follow you in either direction. Only one direction leads somewhere worth going. “When I have brought them back from the peoples and gathered them from the countries of their enemies, and through them have vindicated my holiness in the sight of many nations, then they shall know that I am the Lord their God.” — Ezekiel 39:27–28 (ESV) Restoration Is Always Possible This is where the passage does something unexpected. After the destruction of Gog, after the graves and the burning weapons and the seven months of burying the dead, the narrative shifts. Ezekiel 39:25 to 29 is a passage of restoration. God gathers Israel. He has compassion on the whole house of Israel. He restores their fortunes. He pours out His Spirit on them. The story does not end in ruin for everyone. It ends in ruin for those who refused to turn, and in restoration for those who belong to Him. God does not take satisfaction in destruction. He is always willing to forgive, to restore, to gather back. That invitation is extended before the end of every chapter, not just the final one. The decor is not found in the results. It is found in the alignment. And alignment can be chosen today, regardless of what the results say right now. God is not impressed by winning streaks that lead away from Him. He is moved by a heart that turns toward Him, even from the middle of a season that looked, from the outside, like it was going very well. Pause and reflect honestly: Is there a season of success in your life right now that you have been reading as God’s approval, but that you have not stopped to test against His direction? What does the fruit of this season say, not just about what you are gaining, but about where you are headed? If God declared today that He was for you in this season, what would need to change for that to be true? Scripture quotations from the Holy Bible, English Standard Version® (ESV).

Appearance vs Reality

A thought for today: Start with the heart, even if no one else sees it. Let the inner life be trimmed, healed, and tended, because that’s where true growth begins.

His Strength in my weakness

Living with a rare lung disease taught me that a diagnosis does not define God’s purpose. This testimony reflects on faith, endurance, and discovering that strength is found in Him, not in what the body can or cannot do.

To love differently: the choice to wait.

Sex outside of marriage can leave behind shame, broken hearts, and confusion. But even deeper than that, it blinds us to something far more beautiful: a kind of love that honors, waits, and reflects Christ.

Forked path at sunrise representing a decision point and trust in God’s direction.

When Obedience Becomes Inconvenient

When fear drives our decisions, we may mistake escape for safety. A reflection on Jeremiah 42–43 and the tension between seeking God’s will and obeying it when the path feels uncertain.

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Open Bible in morning light symbolizing reflection on Psalm 124 and thanksgiving.

If the Lord Had Not Been on Our Side

What would your life look like if the Lord had not been on your side? A reflection on Psalm 124 that invites gratitude not only for what God has given, but for what He has quietly carried us through.

Forked path at sunrise representing a decision point and trust in God’s direction.

When Obedience Becomes Inconvenient

When fear drives our decisions, we may mistake escape for safety. A reflection on Jeremiah 42–43 and the tension between seeking God’s will and obeying it when the path feels uncertain.

What God Sees That Your Results Hide

📖 Ezekiel 38–39 What God Sees That Your Results Hide Success is not always the sign you think it is 6–8 min read I have been reading through Ezekiel, and when I reached chapters 38 and 39, I had to stop. Not because the text was confusing. But because it was uncomfortably familiar. The passage opens with a striking declaration from the Lord. He announces that He is against Gog, chief prince of Meshech and Tubal, of the land of Magog. You read those words and you brace yourself. God is against someone. Destruction must be coming. And then you keep reading. And what unfolds in the rest of chapter 38 does not look like destruction at all. It Looked Like a Blessing Gog gathers a vast army. He advances. He invades villages. He plunders and loots. He moves through the land with weapons, horses, and a great company of nations behind him. From the outside, this looks like victory. It looks like favor. It looks like someone who is clearly winning. And if you were watching from a distance, not knowing that God had declared He was against this man, you might conclude that Gog was blessed. Prospering. Chosen, even. This is where the text arrested me. God said He was against Gog at the beginning of the chapter. And yet the first thing that followed was Gog’s greatest season of apparent success. What Results Do Not Tell You We have been taught, often without realizing it, to read results as revelation. If things are going well, God must be pleased. If the business is growing, the platform is expanding, the influence is increasing, the doors are opening; it must mean we are on the right path. But Ezekiel 38 quietly challenges that assumption. Results can be real and still not be the whole story. Victories can be genuine and still not be evidence of alignment. A season of increase can unfold while God is already at work setting the terms of what comes next. The problem with Gog was not that he won. The problem was what the winning revealed about where he was headed. He was moving toward the mountains of Israel for his own gain. Not in submission to God. Not in service to others. He came to take, to conquer, to accumulate. And the success along the way did not change the direction he was moving. “Thus says the Lord God: Behold, I am against you, O Gog, chief prince of Meshech and Tubal.” — Ezekiel 38:3 (ESV) When Trophies Become Graves Chapter 39 is where the full picture comes into focus. The mountains of Israel, the place where Gog won his greatest victories, become the place of his burial. His army falls there. His weapons, the very tools of his conquest, are collected by the people of Israel and burned as fuel for seven years. What he used to advance his own agenda becomes the resource for others long after he is gone. There is something deeply sobering in that image. The places that marked your greatest wins can become the markers of your end, if those wins were never anchored to something greater than yourself. The trophies remain. But they testify against you. The weapons stay. But now they warm someone else’s home. The mountain is still there. But your name on it reads differently than you intended. The direction matters more than the distance you have traveled. How to Read the Season You Are In So how do you know? How do you tell the difference between a season that is the fruit of alignment with God and a season that is simply momentum moving in the wrong direction? It is not always easy. But here are the questions worth sitting with honestly. Whose agenda is being served? Gog was not moving toward the mountains of Israel to bless anyone. He was moving to take. When your growth, your success, your increase serves primarily yourself and your own ambition, it is worth pausing. God’s blessings are rarely contained. They tend to overflow. What does the fruit look like up close? From a distance, Gog looked powerful. But the people in the villages he raided did not experience his advancement as a blessing. Success that is genuinely from God tends to carry something good for the people around you, not just for you. Are you moving toward God or away from Him? This is the deepest question. Not whether things are going well. But whether the direction of your life, your choices, your values, your daily decisions, is toward Him or away from Him. Results can follow you in either direction. Only one direction leads somewhere worth going. “When I have brought them back from the peoples and gathered them from the countries of their enemies, and through them have vindicated my holiness in the sight of many nations, then they shall know that I am the Lord their God.” — Ezekiel 39:27–28 (ESV) Restoration Is Always Possible This is where the passage does something unexpected. After the destruction of Gog, after the graves and the burning weapons and the seven months of burying the dead, the narrative shifts. Ezekiel 39:25 to 29 is a passage of restoration. God gathers Israel. He has compassion on the whole house of Israel. He restores their fortunes. He pours out His Spirit on them. The story does not end in ruin for everyone. It ends in ruin for those who refused to turn, and in restoration for those who belong to Him. God does not take satisfaction in destruction. He is always willing to forgive, to restore, to gather back. That invitation is extended before the end of every chapter, not just the final one. The decor is not found in the results. It is found in the alignment. And alignment can be chosen today, regardless of what the results say right now. God is not impressed by winning streaks that lead away from Him. He is moved by a heart that turns toward Him, even from the middle of a season that looked, from the outside, like it was going very well. Pause and reflect honestly: Is there a season of success in your life right now that you have been reading as God’s approval, but that you have not stopped to test against His direction? What does the fruit of this season say, not just about what you are gaining, but about where you are headed? If God declared today that He was for you in this season, what would need to change for that to be true? Scripture quotations from the Holy Bible, English Standard Version® (ESV).

The Death of the Wicked

How should a Christian respond to wicked people? While our human nature cries out for vengeance, God’s Word reminds us that He desires the wicked to live and turn from their sins. Our role is to seek His heart, pray for repentance, and trust His justice. May we follow His example and extend grace even in the face of evil.

Appearance vs Reality

A thought for today: Start with the heart, even if no one else sees it. Let the inner life be trimmed, healed, and tended, because that’s where true growth begins.

When I Missed My Turn

God is speaking more often than we think; the problem is not the signal but our attention. We hear His voice, yet we stay distracted and miss our turn.

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